Oh you’re my sunlight
You’re my everything’s going to be alright
The only thing I need is my life
From day to night my troubles disappear when you hold me tight
And I know I’ll never find another like you
So I promise that I’ll never let you go
You’re all I need, ’cause baby without you I’m just not me
At about 5:20 today I let Brendol go.
We spent all night and all day cuddling on the bed. I gave her a million kisses and she gave me kisses as well.
I was somewhat embarrassed at how loudly I sobbed today. But she was my baby girl. My sweet pea. My poochy butt. Even in the end she was happy and accepting of everyone. She sat up in the front seat the entire way to the vets and occasionally looked around at the passing cars. She was happy at the office and very alert. It made it so very hard, but I know that her not being able to stand any longer was the end for us. They ask you to let them know when you are ready… you are never ready. Just one more moment. One more lick across my face. One more fart on the linoleum floor in the office (which she did). But I pushed myself forward and we laid on the floor together… and then she fell asleep in my arms for the last time.
I love you my Brendol.